Wednesday, July 20, 2011

I think I have problems..?

Well, I'm kinda bored with life tbh. Nothing really excites me anymore. Overall, im happy, a lot more happy then i used to be. And I'm happy with who I am too. The other day I went on a day out with my friend, it should have been fun but I was in a down mood the whole time. I was bored, i felt totally empty. I was all like 'is this it.' I've been feeling, generally, happy and content these past few months, i get on with my parents now, i am more confident, i have lots of good day, i know who my friends are. It was the first time i'd felt like that in a long time. So it kinda scared me. I didn't wanna go downhill from there after everything:/ But now, after -what? three months?- of being happy (sort of) and having nothing particularly bad happen in my life, i'm started to feel empty and bored of life. It's like with everyday I feel empty and bored, I die a little inside (a bit dramatic but that's how i'd describe it). And then I'll have a good day or two, and there I pick up where I left off with the boredom thing. I've started to bruise myself too. I've started getting into fights, simply because I love getting punched, scratched, bitten, i love to vent my anger on others, i love the rush. I completely hide my feelings, i never cry and i'm kind of bitter and sarcastic. Complete opposite of who I was. I feel bored, I'm starting to become kind of evil, I obsess over things, I don't really know who I am or who I want to be, and the bad days are creeping back in. I don't think im particularly ugly, not anymore. I know i can be a good friend, I can make people laugh, I'm smart. But I'm now unpredictable, even I don't know what I'm gonna do next. I'm bored of being nice aswell. Technically everything IS going right. But the self harm? Random feelings of complete boredom? Kind of becoming a bad person? Obsessions? I think I need help..:L

What does ricardo say during Alberto's ring entrance?

Ladies and gentleman, here on this dark night, rise as I present to you your ray of sunlight. He is a man of great (something), unlike all of you, with the heart of iron, the essence of excellence, and the (somethingest something) alive. He is Alberto Del Rio

Why is my child obsessed with tickling?

Because children like to see others laugh, so that gives them a right to laugh, and then the thought of making mommy and daddy laugh is fun too

Looking for a "Dance" Anime?

Um... There's not many out there that i know of but i watched one that was pretty cute! Princess Tutu is dance, romance. It's in english and japanese if you have a preference! XD

Who hopes wwe does not make it obvious and have alberto del rio win mitb?

i really do not want alberto del rio to win, but looking at the other participants, hes the only one who is really deserving to hold that briefcase right now

Smackdown *SPOILERS* 6/17/11?

I used to be a Randy Orton fan when he was truly the Viper, but now it feels like he playing for the younger kids at the shows, and hes starting to smile. WTH!!! That is not the viper that every one has grown to love.

What are some really embarrassing stories?

i was at a fake surfing pool thing and when i stepped on it i fell forward and my swim suit shot over the ledge. there were about 100-200 people looking at me..i was 8 at the time (thank god)